Sunday, March 6, 2011

Let me out of this nightmare.. set me free..

We could fade into a distant memory.. All the painted seashores and all of the moonlight glances when it felt like it was just u and me. Beneath the starlight and hidden in the shadows where we are all that we need to be. Everything seems so simple and yet everything could just be swept away with the sands of time of unfortunate mistakes.. One split moment, one false move.. A love so strong in so much frailty. We could be stronger than pillars standing tall. We could be amazing beyond all doubt. What stands between us, but a decision. A wall standing in the way of everything that we could be. I'd hold your hand when times get rough, I'd love you when it feels like theres no one around. I'd do me and you'd do you just like we did before, we'd be everything we are without a doubt in the world. Nothing to hold us down. Nothing to fear. No more running from love itself. Circling my thoughts with daggers in my sides thinking how we got here. Where did we go wrong but more so how in the world did we not see all of the right? I'm in my head behind bars that hold me back. I'm afraid just like you. I'm hanging on this cliff but I'm ready to jump off it with you. Never before have I stood by in the shadows and yet here I lie within the depths of my soul. Afraid I'm lost in the circumstances of a bad dream that won't go away. I scream inside and my eyes are grey. My sparkle is yours and my faith is strong. Lead me not into another nightmare. Don't make me have to say goodbye this time. I'm tired of letting go, of giving in to all the circumstances of life.. I'm fighting like hell, punch in the face and tearing at the very core of my heart. I'm enduring this wounds and I'll look beyond all my scars. I'm fighting for this. I'm fighting for you and I don't wanna give up. Let our dance not be in vain for it was a beautiful night a beautiful day.. Baby let us have this chance. I'm tired of being alone and I'm tired of allowing the world to fall in love with me left behind with nothing but a memory, nothing but a dream..