BuZzZz...

My mind feels like a puzzle that refuses to fit all together, like theres a beautiful picture in the end that just takes way to much patience and effort to get to. I believe ill get there eventually.. My so called nirvana so to speak, where trees dance and cherry blossoms bloom everyday of the year. Where the rivers flow into each other and music is playing all around. Too bad this aint the time! This is the time for decisions, for love seeking, for career development and most of all for socializing? haha.. Gosh life feels complicated! Just like those jumbled things posing as words!

~*~New ballet shoes~*~

Lying awake in her sleep, she controls all that spins in circles in her dreams. As she succumbs herself into her slumber, she pretends the whole world ceases to matter; though she knows she dances with fairytales. She remains that ever graceful ballerina that graces the stage knowing every step as if it were a breath she needed to take. With every soft rehearsed breath, with every preplanned step, she moves.. As though she knew what were to happen, as if she knew what would be next. She knows where she is headed although her audience can do nothing but be amazed. Another twirl, another leap for love, all just part of what she already rehearsed. When will she throw another pair of slippers away? When will she decide to change her stage? Time to breathe in a new tune, time to dance in the moonlight. Time to sing to every new step, time to try a new brand of air.

CaMeRa HaPpY!

Today wuz a gud gud day! duno y but it jz feels great! hehe.. So wat to do when youre happy, jz home from bein ur make up artist sister's model n have a camera lyin around? haha.. uhuh! CAM WHORE!! haha..

Gosh! i ony like this one cuz i dun look as rojak as usual! i look chinese! haha..

MOJOJOJO!!!

BLUEK!!!

Haha... muax!!

Shadow poets..

What once was our stolen eclipse in time has now been reduced to simple rhymes. It is true that a poet can live on his words alone but what happens when there is no story to be told? When there is no tale of stolen hearts or simple quests. If there are no more journeys in this book that isnt from the past. Put this poet out of misery and set his soul wild and free. Free from broken shards of glass that pierce this poet's already broken heart. Mend it not one more time for I fear there is no more. No more for this poet to give up, no more for this poet to look past. This poet has lived on his words alone for far too long, the same words that have been arranged in all its wonderful ways over and over again. No more I ask from you, because far beyond this distant hue, you stand there not knowing how many times I twisted this story for you. Im tired now, leave me be. Let this poet out of misery, let her shadow dance with another again for even her shadow has faded away. Leave her not to live on your words alone for there are no more words of yours to bring warmth to this cold. Im tired of living on the same words alone hoping one day your fire burns again, it isnt fair for this poet to have no tale.

toot toot!

Feelin like such an idiot today. Werk wuz painful, dats wat i get 4 not buyin proper shoes. Sowh, hurm.. Lets see, y do i feel like such an idiot? Simply cuz i keep fallin faster n faster into da deep pit of evrythin dull n lonely. Argh! Though i tink its jz d sleepies talkin. I wish I could just jump off this silly train to nowhere that keeps going round in circles. But owh well! Silly train has such an amazing name u jz gota sit tight n hold on! YEA, LIFE is its name! muahaha! it strikes again! HAHA, well, its dust off my shoulder now. Shaking it all off! muax!

These r da crazy ppl in my life. Whether its rain or shine in my life they always make my day worth it. MUAX!

This is the last tmrw..

I have found what ive been missing and it feels amazing. Im not pushin anythin away to tommorrow again. Im livin for today and this is who I m to be. Im not gonna say that maybe someday I'll change instead I know that even if someday comes, Im still gonna be this way! Im letting go of all hopes for a wonderful tmrw cuz I have an amazing today to make whatever comes my way worth it.. muax muax!!

Painted Butterflies

Hurm..all new to this blogging thingie n im all happy today! Lets hope this joy doesnt go away.. Its time to dream of pretty butterflies and coloured rainbows. Skipping with unicorns in enchanted palaces. Time for a new page in my book of tales, its time to let go of tommorrows and live only for now. Time to stop pretendin its gona be okay and let myself breathe once again. No more regrets and no more attempts to make things easy. Im goin on my way to makin the best of evrythin.. MUAXX!!