Sorry for the drama..

Theres an absence in your eyes where i once saw a deep coloured light. You've given in to the everything of tomorrows past. It devastates when all around you but one laughs. Time to move with the times and accept what you will one day see. When all around you joins in but me.

I held on to the ends of straws until i realised that you were breaking in my grasp. Flock now with the birds aflight. Take leave and don't creep away in the night. Nothing should happen in silence from now. This is the music, one of the many verses to the song. Its sad how now we both don't sing along.

Take a breath and take this all in. What I mean now is so simply seen. Imagine walking in where strangers know you. When all around me have no clue. The surprise I feel when I sit and stare when all about your world spins and tells. Tales of deception, fraud and new life. This is your new story. A new chapter in your own light.

I see your desire to break free, to let loose and let go. My friend, I see you. So, here it is. Take my wings. I'll set you free.

faith?

Sometimes night falls and your worst fears come into play. You shake your imagination off and the truth just somehow seems exactly the same. It may not be an exageration and maybe the world was right. Why should I be sitting here waiting for a wrong to become right. The faith is faltering and everything seems a mess. When is this castle going to fall to pieces? How long are these clouds going to last? Take a deep breath and stop for a moment. Let me catch my breath. Maybe all things happen for a reason and lets hope that this time it's made to last.

Of Diamond Raindrops & Golden leaves..

Maybe I've been masked with rainbows and sunshine. Figments that aren't real. Today I saw the sunrise and the whole world seemed to suddenly become a blaze. The firey clouds exumed rays of wonders. Gold encrusted leaves that shine like jewels on a crown. This is my world.. This is where I'm meant to be. Among the flocks of birds that cross the sun and the green of the mountains that bow to no one. Break free of the prison hourglass and scream as loudly as I want. My world is my freedom and my freedom is where I shall always be...

when i look at the sky

A passage found from a lost time...

For this reason I bow my knees before the Father,
from whom every family in heaven and on earth takes its name.
I pray that,according to the riches of his glory,
he may grant that you may be strengthened in your inner being with
Power Through His Spirit
and that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith,
as you are being rooted in love,
I pray that you may have the power to comprehend,
with all the saints, what is the breadth and length and height and depth,
and to know the love of christ that surpasses knowledge,
so that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.

Stars have fallen,
No more clouds my eyes.
I see the world crumbling,
Pieces of life flying by.

Exams are over. Woohoo? Not quite.. Try painful reminders of the life you once put behind. Building love up into pretty little castles, waiting for the world to stop and stare. Suddenly it gets washed over and all you're left with is your buckets and your sand.. You search to catch up with everything you missed and then you find that they didn't even bother leaving you a trail behind. Breathe they say, you have time. What use is time and an unending ticking clock when it's just you with all your unfulfilled hopes to bring you down from inside. Love sweeps over me but like little glitter on art. It makes you feel all pretty again and then you realize its gonna be alot of time and alot of work. Sparkles in your eyes, warmth in your hugs.. Make me feel better again cause I can't tell you how much I need you now. I'm all alone with no one to care, won't somebody see me and save me from this hell?

Collide

The dawn is breaking

A light shining through

You're barely waking

And I'm tangled up in you,

yeah

I'm open, you're closed

Where I follow,you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find you and I collide

I'm quiet you know

You make a first impression

I've found I'm scared to know

I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the stars refuse to shine

Out of the back you fall in time

I somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here

I lost my place

I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally find you and I collide

You finally find you and I collide

You finally find you and I collide...